Haiz..... I am just feeling so sick, tired, frustrated of teaching Nicholas, these few days. It is not only teaching him..........I just cannot tahan his attitute nowadays, it is either he is answering me back for everything that I say. For every instruction that I asked him to do, it is like I have to beg him and it is having to tell him so many times. Just feel that his attitude is getting from bad to worse nowadays........ I have caned him twice this week already, my heard really bleed, but I really cannot control myself.
It is always after I have caned him, then he will know how to behave better. Why must it be like that??????????????
As I am typing this, he is answering me again and again... haiz.... I am so the tired. Is this the so called growing stages, that the kids go through... :(

